Last night I received a call coming from my ex-bf Ivan. It was only last night that I learned I’m still in love with him and that I am still hoping that we will still be together… fuck shet!!! mukhang di na yata yun mangyayari… Our conversation last night goes like this:
Ivan : Hello!!! kamusta? date tayo! Miss na kita eh…
Me : Ganun?!!! horny ka na naman noh? Sabi ko na nga ba katawan ko lang gusto mo eh…
Ivan : kasama na din yun noh…ano date tayo?
Me: Ok sige sa friday night pwede ako…
Ivan: Di pwede sa friday…uwi from cebu yung partner ko…
Me : e ano naman?
Ivan : kelangan nasa bahay akp pag balik nya…
Me: Are you already living together?
ivan: Uhmm…Yeah!!
Me: (teary eyed) ganun naman pala eh..why don’t you just ask your partner na mag-date kayo?…
Ivan: Eh miss na nga kita eh…
Me : ako din naman eh..di na ba kita pwede agawin dyan sa partner mo?
Ivan: Bakit kelangang agawin?….friends naman tayo ah…
Me: ganun ba? cge tulog na ako… I have an early meeting tomorrow.
Ivan: So kelan tayo lalabas?
Me: I’ll check my schedule first…bye…
The words “friends naman tayo” really hurt me alot!! Fuckinangina!!! He just made me realize na being a friend na lang ang papel ko sa buhay nya…Isa pang problem is that no matter how many times nya ko saktan… i still love him…gago kasi ako eh…
