Ganun kahirap ang life ko nung high school. I only have myself and a couple of friends na nakakaintindi ng pinag dadaanan ko… mga friends na inaccept ako for who I am… unlike those hypocrites na gusto ka lang dahil matalino ka or gwapo ka…damn those people!!! they deserve to die!!! I remember one time, nahuli ako ng school guard na nagyo-yosi sa likod ng annex building…Dinala ko sa Principal’s office, and as usual they called my brother… I was not given punishment dahil sa brother ko… pag labas ng prinicpal’s office…may eksenang naganap…my brother got so mad kaya he shouted at me ” napaphiya ako dahil sa ‘yo”…. Syempre na hurt ako dun…I shouted back “Gusto ko nga yun eh…para maramdaman mo naman yung nararamdaman ko every time people would compare you to me…Gusto ko maramdaman mo that you’re life is not as perfect as you think kasi part ako ng life mo…I’m doing this so people would know that i exist… so they would see me as me and not someone who is so not very much like you.. Alam ba ng mga tao that I am the one doing your essays? your poems? your english projects? No they don’t kasi all they know is that you are perfect… that you can do anything and everything and you are invincible… well they are wrong”….that scene craeted a fuzz sa school..I know kasi biglang iba ang treatment sakin ng mga teachers ko… I never had regrets sa mga sinabi ko…For how many months hindi ko kinausap yung brother ko…not even a word…kahit ilang beses ako kausapin ng parents ko to talk, i did not..because I was hurt. Then one night, I was already lying in my bed, pinuntahan nya ko sa room ko sar beside my bed…he was crying… sabi nya(not exact words but somehting like this) ”nami-miss ko na yung kapatid ko…he is not talking to me, kasi nasaktan ko sya…sabi ko sa kanya I’ll take care of him pero ako pala yung nakasakit sa kanya and I’m really really sorry…hindi ko alam…di ko alam kung kelan babalik yung brother ko but I’ll wait for him sana patawarin nya ko kagad..I’m so sorry…” pero I must admit na miss ko na din brother ko…so before sya lumabas ng room I said “I’m sorry…wag mo na uulitin ha”… after that mas maging close kami sa isa’t-isa…We never kept secrets frome ach other..he even knew I had a big crush sa best friend nya kaya parati nya ini-invite na mag sleep over sa bahay..hehehe.Now that he’s married and we seldom see each other, we still find time to text or call each other to say hi or update sa mga bagay-bagay…
