It has been awhile na hindi ako nakapag update ng blog ko… I was mending a broken heart… When I learned that my ex BF is living with his current partner I got hurt… Got really hurt… Si Ivan was my BF for almost 5 years. We went through a lot pero kahit ganun we still managed to keep the relationship alive… When Ivan left, I had a hard time coping up… sabi ng mga friends ko, life goes on pero Ivan was my life. For months I pretended I was ok… mahirap mag pretend but I don’t have any choice. I need to make everybody feel I’m ok and that everything in me is sunny and fine. I am strong…akala ko I’m strong. ..hindi pala. I cried hanggang sa wala na akong maiyak. Questions regarding our break up has been plaguing me.Ang dami kong tanong sa isip but was left hanging and I guess will just be left unanswered…I talked to Ivan and he said one thing that really strucked or should I say confused me… he said ” Whatever it is that happened to us.. our relationship… one thing is for sure…the love I gave and had for you was true” What the hell does that mean? If he trully loved me, bakit nya ko iniwan?
irineo said,
November 26, 2007 at 11:09 pm
hi!!!
maybe you’re correct!!! if your love one talaga has loved you during your relationship stage, kahit pa magbreak kayo, di ka nya papalitan db!!! I have just thought of it because now also my heart has been broken!!! We recently broke up with my GF, for a reason!!! Now she has move on and already have boyfriend!!! What is hurting me is we are both working in the same company and the same environment!!! Anyway, healing process is too long for me!!! maybe we have just to accept and let go of our ex’s. Otherwise we’ll just continue hurting ourselves!!!