Taena!!! This is it na… bagong promote… bagong office… bagong mga tao. Medyo kinakabahan ako, this is the big break I was waiting for but this can make or break my career in the corporate world… although I don’t worry too much kasi I can venture into teaching anytime I want… Imagine, I was given the power to decide and run a very important department in the company…One wrong decision and one wrong move and pupulutin ako sa kangkungan!!!! Whaaaaa!!!! Parang gusto ko tumakbo pabalik… Ganito pala yung feeling na alam mo maraming umaasa sa ‘yo and that expectations are very high sa sobrang taas ng expectations nasusuka ako at nalulula…. This really makes me think kung tama ba that I accepted this offer? Hindi kaya masyado na complicated ang buhay ko and dagdagan ko pa ng malaking responsibilidad? Hindi kaya masyado pa kong bata to take such big responsibilities? Katulad nga ng sabi sakin ng daddy ko ” kayong mga kabataan ngayon, masyado kayong nagmamadali sa buhay… gusto nyo mabilis ang phase ng buhay, then in the end you’ll realize that there were lots of things in life na hindi nyo na-enjoy…” Maybe my dad is right.. I don’t know.. pero andito na ‘to.. wala ng urungan.. kakayanin ko ‘to.
